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This only looks like a life update....
Jun. 7th, 2011 07:22 pmTaking this one off of cross posting. Not many people read my LJ anymore, but I don't feel like broadcasting everything right now.
First, life updating time stuff, because everything is better in bullet points:
but --- that weird double standard thing that my parents have with the rest of my siblings is baffling. Middle brother gets family heirlooms, lovingly shadowboxed ...but he doesn't even get considered when my parents are trying to decide when to go on vacation in case my twin doesn't want to go? I know Philip listens to me more, but it'd be quieter at middle brothers. I'm glad they ask me what would work for me, but that's just weird.
Then again, Philip and husband get along well, he barely registers my sister in law. That probably is a consideration.
Nick and I had a stupid fight about organization and his leaving cardboard boxes on the floor, stuff like that. Again, I let my anger and resentment build up without even realizing it. It took me so long to process why it made me angry in the first place, and that always makes me feel like I'm just rationalizing. And I wish I had a better memory, because I swear I've said things and he swears I haven't. Ugh, marriage is hard.
First, life updating time stuff, because everything is better in bullet points:
- I am almost done with 30 Days of Paganism at my wordpress blog. Good, because I suck at doing anything timely. I'm starting to get actual traffic there too.
- Husband worked 23 hours yesterday. He took today off, I really don't blame him. His boss is a dick for telling him to come in at 7 so they could start the driving early. They didn't leave until 3:30. Asshole. But lots of OT.
- Trying to start up daily dance as well as daily yoga. It's harder, but I can usually get through improv of one song before I'm too exhausted.
- Work is incredibly busy. We are almost a week behind in the main queue. I know its the busy season, I know there's been a lot more weather claims, but gods above and below, I feel like we just keep getting buried.
- Body is back on the packing on pounds. This is getting annoying. I just don't have an infinite willpower source on weekends.
- Wordpress blog is also starting to get followers, but no comments. That's fine, though. It's a process.
but --- that weird double standard thing that my parents have with the rest of my siblings is baffling. Middle brother gets family heirlooms, lovingly shadowboxed ...but he doesn't even get considered when my parents are trying to decide when to go on vacation in case my twin doesn't want to go? I know Philip listens to me more, but it'd be quieter at middle brothers. I'm glad they ask me what would work for me, but that's just weird.
Then again, Philip and husband get along well, he barely registers my sister in law. That probably is a consideration.
Nick and I had a stupid fight about organization and his leaving cardboard boxes on the floor, stuff like that. Again, I let my anger and resentment build up without even realizing it. It took me so long to process why it made me angry in the first place, and that always makes me feel like I'm just rationalizing. And I wish I had a better memory, because I swear I've said things and he swears I haven't. Ugh, marriage is hard.